Feeling so sad ............

....... can't believe that now all I have left of my Hannah is a last minute changed nappy, and a sticky high chair Love her soooo much - wish Australia were nearer - glad I have had these few weeks with her though, she is such a special little girl - just like all grandchildren are to their grandparents really I guess - but I know you will all understand how I feel my friends xxxxxxxxx

WE KNOW HOW YOU ARE FEELING DARLIN LOADS OF LUV & HUGS BUT YOU WILL HAVE A GRANDBABY HERE SOON YOU CAN CUDDLE FROM DAY 1 IT DOESNT MAKE UP FOR HANNAH GOING HOME BUT IT WILL BLOODY HELP XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Thank you Maz huni - I knew you would understand Emma's ready to go back - she misses Chris, and he is really missing his girls after a month away, so I know she is looking forward to getting on that plane now ..... but I can't imagine not having that happy, contented, loving little girl around again - you know I don't know what I would do if, as you rightly say, there wasn't another little one on the way that will at least help to fill the gap my beautiful Hannah has left in my heart - and my arms xxxxxxx

I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN DARLIN YOU WILL BE OK & AT LEAST WHEN YOUR ON SKYPE SHE WILL REACT TO YOU MORE LOADS OF LUV HUNNY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

A big hug for Salxxxxxxxxxxxx

Awww Sal we all knew it would hit you like this and we all saw how fantastically happy you were on your pics with little Hannah. She truely is a very special little girl and your memories of her visit will be so special not only to you but to all the hearts she has melted whilst here in the UK.
I agree with Maz she will react differently to her nan on skype now cos she will remember all those special cuddles with you.
The new addition which will come around quicker than you can blink will help to ease your hurt but I quite understand how you must feel.
Sending you some very much needed (((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))

me too darlin keep smiling xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Oh bless you my lovely friends - thank you
They are safely back in Perth now, and you can tell from the messages and the pictures already posted that being together, where ever that is, is what makes them happy - so I'm happy too
It IS hard if I think too much about never being able to hold Hannah in my arms again - because whatever happens I will never see her "in the flesh" as a baby again, next time she will at best be a little girl, but I know to have her, even on the other side of the planet, is a gift, so now I have got used to her NOT being around again, I am focused on the future and the new grand baby again - I wouldn't want Trina's baby to take Chris's baby's place, but I would be less than human if I didn't say I am soooo excited about this new grand baby coming
Anyway, not been much activity on here latley, so, what have you all been up to ? and Babs - WHY do you need a Russian translation ?????
Off for a scout about now girls - see you in a min xxxxxx

I KNOW EXACTLY WHERE YOU ARE COMING FROM HUNNY ITS VERY HARD BUT SOME THINGS ARE MENT TO BE LIKE OUR TRINA TELLING YOU THERE WAS A NEW BABY AS HANNAH WAS GOING HOME SO NOW YOUR GOING TO HAVE 2 GRANDBABIES I REMEMBER THE TIME YOU WERE TELLING ME YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE NEVER GONA BE A NANA LOOK HOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED YOU NEVER KNOW YOU MGT WIN SOME MONEY TO GO & SEE HER SO DONT GET YOURSELF DOWN DARLIN GET ON & MAKE PLANS THAT LITTLE1 & YOU WILL BE THERE FROM DAY1 THIS TIME WILL IT BE A LITTLE OR LITTLE XXX

Ah, you are so right Maz - bless you sweetheart - thank you xxxxx

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So glad to hear you are a bit more positive with the feelings that have being playing havoc with you Sal. I can only imagine what you feel like. Mind you some days I wish they would take Scott to Austrailia LOL.
The russian translator I needed to translate a crochet pattern from russian to english. I didn't want to put it on praise cos everybody would see it. Am I mean saying that

No hun your not they would pinch it before you could put post up surely there is someway other than that xxxxx

Maz the lady who made the pattern in Russia has agreed to translate it for me but she said it would take a few days.

No Babs, keep it to yourself until you have at least used it as much as you want love - then when you show your stuff everyone will be all agog at your expertise
Do you have a picture of this secret assignment ? can we have a peep ? and HOW THE HELL did you come to be talking to someone in RUSSIA about crocheting ? I am always mesmerised on FB when I see the folk all over the world who are on your friends list and you chat too - truly you are an international envoy xxxxx

Not sure if I can copy and paste it Sal cos I couldn't copy the pattern into google translate. It's a pattern that someone from Russia on FB had on her website.
I like to chat now and again with the foriengners.

Just looked and I can give you the link. It's crocheting and felting work, not sure if I could do it but would like a try.

http://www.liveinternet.ru/users/4533169/post227486477/

Oh I saw those on FB too Babs - they are super cute BOL with then when you give em a try
Did I tell you Hannah lover her Sock Monkey - she kept it by her all the time when they were here and she liked to rub it when she was tired - I s'pose cos its nice and soft. Anyway, you are now officialy international as your monkey is now residing in Perth WA, and he says the weather is a sight more pleasant than it is in the UK, thank you xxxxx

Could translate it into welsh Babs, if that is of any help lolxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeth

Glad she liked it Sal.
Do you read russian then beth

bloody marvellous babs luv how fab so wont be long till your clicking awawy just hope its not too hard x